Giving Rimbaud a Lift
I.
He arrived after midnight from a forgotten photograph, or one never
taken, a composite of those seen throughout years of reading: Rimbaud,
black, charred. Didn’t recognize him in the dream, fearing an
arsonist ready to spread accelerant on the floor, light it with spark,
or word. Twice he approached in African guise. Had I known it was him I
wouldn’t have yelled in terror, but in my recoil, the dread of
being burned alive, my wife had to shake me out of this potential Hell.
II.
I believe it was Rimbaud. In the morning I looked up his death date to
see if that were the occasion for his ritual visit, knowing full-well
the day of his birth. If that weren’t it, what about the worse
fate: amputation? That’s it! Three days from this calendar date
well over a century ago two doctors & two interns with knives &
a bow-saw lopped off his right leg thigh-high. No writing equals that
cut. Rimbaud in the dream, no mask. Arrived in the port of Marseille on
the twentieth of a merciless May, 1891, gangrenous leg incinerated
exactly one week later.
III.
Of course many people will doubt this claim, “Why would Rimbaud
visit him?” For years I’ve imagined such possibility,
hoping for cordial handshake on rue Monsieur le Prince late at night,
half-deranged, hallucinogenic with his ghost. But no, he shows up the
incendiary, criminal invalid! Rimbaud still needs help. When I told my
wife about meeting him, & the reason for the scream from which she
woke me, she said she’d been dreaming, too, that I was driving
with my foot. Driving the car with my foot on the steering wheel.
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